it's an intense feeling of sadness which last for a long time which strongly affects the behavior and attitudes.
Likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of h0pes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel, restless, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, has good intuition, suffers in love until it finds that one loyal steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh...
November 15, 2010...
Everyday before I open my eyes, I was siLentLy pRaying thAt I'LL hear those w0rds again.. Those w0rds that came from the Lips of the man I love so much..my ANGEL, my LOVE, my SWEETHUMSZ...
I could stiLL hear him. It's been 3 months and yet I could still hear him, I could still feel him and maybe it's weird but sometimes I taLk to him like he never Left...
A months of Living without my heart. I feel Like a zombie.. I still miSs him, at hanggang ngayon, maLi man, per0 hinihintay k0 ang pAgkakata0n kuNg kaiLan pwede ko uLit siyAng makasama...
I knew that he wanted me to be happy..
Those were his Last w0rds...
"m0ve 0n and be happy"
But how could I be happy if he's n0t with me anym0re?? How could I be happy if the emptiness in my heart drowns my whole being?? Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin matanggap ng puso ko ang pagkawaLa ni jm..
Hanggang ngayon ay nakakulong pa rin ako sa mga alaalang iniwan niya sa akin. maybe i'm stupid, but i don't wanna forget him. I want to be stuck with his memories f0rever. I d0n't want to m0ve. I want to be in that exact same spot where he left me. masyado k0ng mahal si JM para basta na lang kalimutan ang pagmamahal na nararamdaman ko sa kanya. I had built my worLd around him. He's my sun, the source of my Life..
I though we had forever, but i was wrong because that fateful day came and it took him away from me. Iniwan niya ako..at kahit na gaano pa karaming luha ang iiyak ko, alam kong hindi na babalik sa akin si JM...
DECEMBER 23, 2010...
I can't remember the day that we first met
I can't remember the conversation that we first made
I cant remember what you can remember
but I don't need to remember all that
cause what matter is today
with how you make me feel
how you make my life complete
with how the sun shine's
that brought smile onto my face
I can't be perfect
I can't promise perfect happiness
I can't promise a good life
but you can have all of me
I am so bless to have you in my life
I don't want forever cause I'm not sure if I'm still there when it arrives...
I don't want tomorrow cause that's still so far away...
All I have is my today...to love you 'till it takes my breath away...~JRMR~
You are everything I ever wanted.
On you my future happiness depends.
Unless I'm with you all my thoughts are haunted.
After seeing you, my unease ends.
Reason warns me that I am in danger:
Eventually, everything must fade.
My love, like yours, is flammable in anger.
Yet my trust is such, I'm not afraid.
Something in our love's more than emotion,
Underneath each thought and each desire;
Not even all the water in the ocean
Seems up to putting out this one small fire.
How could this be? Within our love is something
Immeasurable, infinite, and good.
Nothing in all life can match this one thing
Each other passion would be, if it could.
~JOHN RICK MENESES REYES...♥♥♥
Ever since I met you, my life has become a perfect world. Your love has my soul wanting you more each day. You truly know when you have found the right person to spend your life with. I believe and I know we are destined to be together forever.
You are the love of my life. You are always there for me and I appreciate that. I really want to be with you and no one else because I feel and I know in my heart that you are the only one for me in this world. No one else can fill your shoes, and it has been proven. I love you more than anything, more than I have loved anyone before. I can see myself being with you and being happy forever. When you are happy and you smile at me, there is always a stirring in the inside of me and I wonder how blessed I am to find someone so wonderful to love and be loved by.
I tell you a million times a day, each day that I love you. Even the slightest thing you do warms me; you may not even realize it. Each day has me falling in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God’s gift to me.
I want to tell you how madly, truly, and deeply I am in love with you. I love you so very much, with all my heart and soul, always and forever. You bring so much happiness into my life and so much love into my heart! I know I told you this enough but I want to tell you more and more with each and every day, and with every moment, my love for you grows stronger and deeper. I never knew I would be this happy. It is the greatest feeling in the world to be content and might I say, I am very, very content with you and only you. No one else can make me feel the way you make me feel. Your caress, your kiss, your touch, your words, your understanding ways, you’re everything means the world to me and it cannot and will not be replaced. We will always have this amazing love for each other. You to me are everything, my inspiration, the reason of my smile.
We started as friends and even then you really have a pure heart. I consider you as my best friend; we share secrets, we laugh together even in a simple way, and most of the times we criticize people, (my partner in crime, hahaha).
You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, sensible, kind-hearted, thoughtful, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring, loving, passionate, sympathetic, warm, funny, gallant, tender, prudent, courageous, industrious, honest/trustworthy, handsome, and incredibly sexy man I have ever met and I thank God every day that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life, and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain, more than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. I give my life to you – my heart, my mind, my body, and my soul.
I really admire you for being the BEST boyfriend in this world, a boyfriend that every woman desire and asked for. And for that, I would like to thank you. Thank you for giving me compliments regularly, thank you for being my stress reliever, for giving me lots of attention, and most importantly thank you for loving me with all your heart, body, and soul.
I promise to love you forever. And I’m looking forward to be your partner in life forever. I love you so much. HAPPY HAPPY MONTHSARY MY ONE AND ONLY MEESHAN PALM URU LASQUERO, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.